Famous Banana and Peanut butter pancake, my craving was satisfied. 
Back in C-bus having a great time. I miss it here, I really do. I know for now it is not where I am supposed to be. He has another plan for me, and I can't wait to see where it takes me. 
I lie here in my own mind, trying to stop time and can only think of him. Hear the clock ticking, and wonder what is this all about? Time is a beautiful thing, we control it in a weird way, just not the way we crave. Sometimes feel like I'm in a whirlwind, unsure of so many things. It's hard for me to only think surface life, rarely ever. I can't stop my thoughts and feelings. There is a cure, if only I would use it. Since sometime I have started thinking crazy, so strange to me how everything changes. Things never thought, wonder if this is true or if I'm losing me. I strain to hold on. I love this life. We see and feel. We do and feel. We touch and feel. We hear and feel. What does this mean? So strange to me, why is it so hard to grasp the time we have, cherish it. In the moment no one realizes, after we live for it.
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