Can't believe the summer is almost gone.
Time has a way of getting lost in life.
Not sure where it goes, but feel as if I'm in some place that I haven't been,
a place I dream about and want to face, faces I know and love.
Some days are harder than others, talking to her is sweet....so truthful and nice. I ache for us, for her, for his family, and more. I want to know he's ok, want to feel him again. She said she had a dream that he was telling her he was ok....made me feel so happy, but want to see and feel as well. I wish reaching out and he being there to touch was so simple. When I think about seeing his face, it tends to fade slowly...can't let this go. I need to know you are here still, in some way, some form. I don't understand why you had to leave, but maybe someday things will fall into place. I want to feel you, please reach out; I'll be there, waiting....
