Fall Finds

My little brother and I started cleaning the basement today...found some super cool stuff from past worlds. I will have the photos up tomorrow. Once again thanks for listening, if anyone is really out there. I wonder and hope I am making a dent in the world, but you really never know until when??

Halloween part 2

Looking back....

Scio Main Street....so cool!

No Worries

The clock ticks and I wonder how many what ifs I can think in a minute?? Why do I find this is necessary? It is only torture and makes the knots triple as I gulp. Where do we go from here??

Working on me

Reading List

Since I have had all the time in the world, I started my reading again.  I had got so far behind, and was missing it extremely bad. Can't wait to see the worlds I enter.

Keeps us going....

Do we belong?

We strive to find our place in this world, but do we ever really? Realize this creation is for us to come together and be one. Truth is not hard, only simple if you seek it.

Day to remember

Things are coming together little by little, I know you are with us. I can feel your gentle and kind spirit, I believe....it is for real. Thanks for loving us for being us.

Home

You

My thoughts consist of only YOU.  Can't fathom "real life" anymore without you. Thought being here would be ok, but it's harder than I thought.  Want to reach out and hold you, I know you would understand so much about me.  Driving always seemed to cure my blues, but now a days it only makes it worse especially when I find myself driving to find moments of you. Miss you more than the moon and stars.

Our blues

Click on image to make larger and more clear, for some reason blogger distorts them badly.

Sunday best

The perfect ending to the almost perfect day! Thank you.

Missing ?

Today was good, actually great! Spent the day with Grandma Eileen, Aunt Leslie, and Momma.  Don't understand what could be missing...I feel so far away from a world I have strived for but so close to another that has been left behind.

Our Clouds

Mindless

Days are beginning to repeat themselves, what am I doing? Where am I heading? I am behind on my photos and thoughts are sort of going nowhere. Hmmm....Time will never stay still, have something to look forward, more life is something.

Time zone

So strange, but so beautiful. Hope to understand it all one day....

Beautiful day

The days have been so beautiful, hate to spend them inside. Still feeling a little lost and going crazy, but trying to just enjoy these days and life.  They have been flying by in a whirlwind, hard to keep track.

100th post

Remembering moments

Went out and had a good time with great friends...miss them.

Parr Girl

Wonderwall

Continue to try and live but only wonder what ifs all day long? Sometimes its fun, sometimes it hurts, and sometimes its all you can do.

Julian moment

Being home has been a blessing in a way! Getting to spend time with this little guy means the world to me.  I am catwoman to him;) He looks up to me, but in reality I look up to him. He has taught me soooo much about life and continues to everyday.

Reese Pumpkin

Garrett carved the grain of Reese into the orange...beautiful orange.  Sticky mess with tasty seeds....a little too salty. Fall is here and leaves are starting to change, love the reds. My fav!

Time as we do

Went for a rainy night walk....people always think the rain will make them melt, but we survived. ;) Things are still a little hard and I am not ok with a lot of things, but want are we to do? I am here and see glimpses I hope are real.

Night Captures

Art Day

Attending First friday today in Canton, OH with Momma and Aunt Leslie. Feels so good to be up early and doing something. The day is beautiful and it shall end beautiful as well. I will return with more photos;)
Belly Dancers, Irish dancers, and more. A great day!